contradiction

salam,

notakepala:the title has nothing to do with the entry. i just like the word contradiction.

had meeting dis morning.it was horrible. very2 terrible!

that's why I don't want to attend the meeting in the first place. but Mbak Lailil told me not to run away. Yes, I am not running but it seems that I am surrenderring and waiting for myself to be killed.but Aini said, don't worry, at least we don't die. bro Yaser said nobody is going to die today.

my head: empty.nothing.

my heart feels like this.....

it seems like i died 1000 lives. and yet i am still caged here with the unfinished work. i need a vacation but i fear the time is not myself today, tomorrow and maybe for the rest of my life..