apa sebab saya nak kahwin?
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masa tu saya tak tahu nak jawab apa.
sebab, kalau dulu, saya boleh jawab dengan mudah;
saya nak kahwin sebab semua orang pun kahwin.
saya nak kahwin sebab orang selalu tanya bila saya nak kahwin.
saya nak kahwin sebab nak dapat pahala and all.
saya nak kahwin supaya saya tak rasa diri sendiri loser.
sekadar nak beritahu pada orang; "aku pun laku jugak".
sungguh cliche.
tapi sekarang,
seriusly.
saya tak ada reason nak beritahu.
sebab perkahwinan bukan lagi tiket untuk saya dapat kebahagiaan.
i accepted who i am and i am gay.
i am happy enough now.
so, why should i trouble myself for mariage?
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that's the point that i learnt.
actually,
i am scared to marry.
several days,
i have been looking for the answer.
been asking people.
been observing others.
couldn't find any answer yet.
maybe its there but i wasn't listening and looking.
i think, maybe, all that i need is to put trust in Allah.
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